So today is my last day of my 20s and I'm not really sure why this birthday is bothering me so much. I guess it is the number or maybe its the idea of 30 being a grown-up birthday. It seems weird to me that I'm going to be 30 anyway. It seems like only a year or so ago I was at JU and now here I am with a PhD and have a sorta kinda maybe getting closer to a real job. I mean 30 doesn't mean I can't get a little tipsy on occasion right? Or that I can't play MarioKart to all hours of the night, correct? I don't know. I just didn't expect 10 years, 5 years or heck even last year to be where I am today and all the change is just a tad overwhelming. Add in a decade birthday and you have one frazzled, questioning her future chick. Maybe I need some goals or something for this year. I had some last year that I wanted to do before I was 30 and some of them were accomplished (graduating, the brazilian) but going abroad and running a 5k didn't happen. Maybe that will be my 30th year's exciting time.
BTW one of my bestest friends Angela and her hubby have purposefully gotten pregnant! It is such an exciting time for the both of them and I can not wait to see the incredible mom that Angela is going to be. Plus I'm ready to be Auntie Dawn :) I see spoilage in this child's future.
14 years ago
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